what up, lust

Good morning.

All through high school I thought the idea of having a 'crush' or 'liking' someone was completely rediculous, and stupid how people would always talk about it like it's a big thing, I always just take things as they come. But recently, I've been swept up in a crush, and it's not like me at all, I feel a little bit stupid, and excited at the same time. It's quite cliche, also, how i've only spoken to this girl a few times in real life, but we talk often online. I know she certainly wouldn't feel the same, and I know how she isn't very popular at my school. Yeah, she's goes to my school too, adding more to the cliche. I find it strange however that this girl is so under-appreciated. Because she is really, really good looking, to be quite honest. But she seems to have little if no friends because she is 'quirky' you could say. Anyway, I feel like a creepy little kid not being able to tell this person how i feel about her. Which is really childish, and I never act this way, so what i'm really asking is how do people 'like' or 'crush' on eachother, how does that work and how does it start and why does it happen. Because I am quite dumbfounded. I should probably let my testicles drop and tell the girl how I feel, but I'm nervous about what would happen! See how stupid is that. Ah well. Just my little snippet for this morning. Now I have to go back to keeping an eye on my kittens. But, just a side note, if you ever want to post a comment on any of my posts or blogs, you can do it, anonymously, you don't need to have an account, you just click comments underneath the post, and scroll down to the comment form.