life ain't pretty

Good morning.

Sorry for the well of not posting. Sincerely. I've had work placement for five days this week Monday to Friday, and it's taken me 'till Sunday to be fully recovered. But these days actually showed me so much of what real life for some people actually is, and to be honest. It scared me. I woke up at 7:30 - 8:00 to catch a bus at 9:00, waited till 10:30 to work. Worked 'till 3:00 had a break 'till 5:00. Alone. Then worked 'till 7:30, catching a bus home at 7:50 to arrive home at 8:30. Pretty much twelve hours, like, a whole day. It wasn't fun at all, and it was hard. But it's what most if not all adults do everyday. It kind've makes you stop and wish, absoloutely wish you were little again. When there wasn't a care in the world, like bills and a job, people, busses, deadlines. What a bleak world we live in. I am not looking forward to joining the workforce, even as something I love doing. I just now think the human lifestyle is rediculous and in all cases, relentless, boring and pointless. In another two years. It will be me doing all of that tiring, life-draining, boring stuff. It makes you really appreciate/praise people who work everyday, day to day like that. I know for sure. I couldn't do it without cracking. But I hope that changes soon.