most everything i've posted here has been a self-contemplation or something that concerns only myself. With ideals self-concerned it's no wonder i'm such a consuming and frustrating person. Ha. I've outlined that I only write about myself, yet i'm going to continue. I am pathetic.
Unrequested honesty has shown me lately that the person i've been hasn't been pleasent to anyone around me. the image i create for myself is usually one in which people are supposed to enjoy me. It hasn't been happening as I havn't been able to control myself.
I know a minimal amount of people i know read this, but i want you to know i'm thoroughly sorry for how i've behaved and been behaving.
It's not fair on anyone, regardless. I can blame others as much as I like but the only person I have to blame is myself.
In the entire history i've had this blog which is a year+ or something now, i've never directly mensioned a person.
She will probably never see, and that doesn't matter, I need to get it down. because it's special to me. Regardless in the future, i want to look back and remember that someone genuinely cared about myself and my welfare.
Chantelle Edwards<3
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