I havn't used this blog for a surplus of 11 - 12 months. so much has changed. including my outlook on life. i surprisingly still have alot of followers and my blog views are big too. so i'll just kick off from where i left. i'm still in school. my very last year. i only have 36 actual school days left. i'm very excited about leaving school, but i also find it so daunting and i have so many social worries. my circle of friends has changed entirely. i have alot more people in my life, who i honestly appreciate. people's veneers were tested until they broke, and i honestly feel like now i have some real, true friends, and quite a few too. as for stereotypes i barely fit into one, my hair has been re-shaved. my kittens were a year old on the 22nd of may, and i am eighteen in six months time. I love where i am, but i don't really love how intense of changes i've made to myself and lifestyle. i now find solace in substances, marijuana, alcohol, tobacco and certain ellicits. i'm worried for myself, but i know i won't stop, and i don't feel i have to either. I feel like i've grown alot in the past year and if i end up regularly posting once more i'm sure i could show you this too.
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