without your betrayal

i still can't quite wrap my head, around your act of complete spite. i don't know how you can look at yourself in the mirror, do your hair, your cheap make-up and not think about what you do to people or why. even with the things happening in your life, there is never an excuse to obliterate someone's life. do you know this? do you understand this? no, you don't. you never will. your mental capacity is as limited as your compassion. as limited as your ability to not seek revenge. you are entirely pathetic. but i guess, in another light, i should thank you. i've never been so close to my family, my rules are alot looser now, i'm not being treated like a child, i'm being treated like the adult i am. everyone around me doesn't think anything less of me, just you. just your pathetic attempt at hurting someone else that ended up making you look like an assylum escapee. the fact of the matter is. i almost wasted two years of my life to your malice. years i can never get back. for the other people you've done horrible things to. i can relate, and much like them, i have no understanding of why you've done the things you've done. but in the long run, thank you for the platter you've given me, real friends, genuinity, respect, better judgement of character, confidence, but most of all. the ability to see entirely through you for what you are. nothing.